Sunday, July 17

I Believe in Myself

I dont know where my life will take me.
But thats okay.
I trust myself, I know I will make the right decisions, well, the right decision at that moment.
In the future, that decision may not be the right one anymore, but at that time, under that circumstance, that decision will have been the right decision.
I know I can duck when obstacles are thrown at me. Jump over those that are cemented to the ground like a track and field runner jumping over hurdles.
I know I can find a glimmer of hope during my darkest hours.
I know I climb my way out of any canyon.
I know I can do anything I set my mind to do.
I can be strong.
I will not back down when things don't work out for me.
In fact, I will work even harder, harder than I ever had in my life.
My determination to succeed will overcome my grief over losing.
I will not cower when I realize that the road to success is miles long, with deep trenches and enormous mountains that I must travel through.
I will not run down the path on which I am traveling, but I will walk slowly, take my time and enjoy the many sites that I will see.
 I will smell in the fresh air and swim in the nearby lake.
Maybe I'll even learn to fish.
I will not drift too far off the path, but I will enjoy every moment of the way.
I will get to the end, maybe not tomorrow, but I will get there, eventually.
My trek to success will be one, where I learn new things everyday.
I wont let my solitude bring me down.
Though I do suffer from minute monophobia, I will learn to embrace solitude, and be grateful for the time I am allowed to get to know myself better.
I will have plenty of time for everyone else when I reach the end.
I don't mean to sound cliche, but I want my life, to be lived the the fullest.
I dont want it to be some car race.